I have been worrying a lot these days, waiting for the good news to come. But after the most nerve wracking days of my life, today I finally heard the news which is opposite to what I expected.
Sadly. Unfortunately. Unexpectedly.
But the unusual thing is, I'm not as sad as I thought I would be. I'm not even crying nor angry and disappointed.
As I was waiting for the result, hoping for the best, I have become closer to God. I believe in what He has prepared for me. He knows what's best for me, and through the process, I'm finally able to learn more about myself, and realize that everyone has their own strength and weakness. He has given me this strength to face the result, closed the door that is not meant for me, and open another door for me to walk in. He gives me another chance to prove that I can, and I can't wait to show Him the best result of my hardwork :)
